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Tuesday, May 17, 2011

oh johor pls be kind to me

johor dan aku tidaklah asing sangat.
places of choice juga. since sedara mara ada disini dan sejak kecik lagi aku selalu datang sini jalan jalan.
lagipun i've spent around 1 year dekat KL yang bukan tempat pilihan hati and doing ok.
bila dapat offer kerja di johor, i expect nothing bad la kan.

tapi i just realized, its all different now.
dulu datang johor tapi dengan family.
pergi mana mana pun asalkan dengan family, takde rasa susah payah.
lagipun masa tu kecik kecik mana ada fikir nak duduk mana, nak makan mana, nak beli barang mana, nak korek duit mau kasik kakak tol ke apa.

memang KL bukan pilihan pada awalnya, tapi disebabkan konvenien, maka i'm happy to be in KL.
transportation wise la secara spesifiknya. makan pun senang, shopping pun senang. service pun mudah. banyak kawan dan tempat yang boleh lepak lepak summore. events and happenings pun bersepah.

now i dont have that kind of luxury in johor.
takde train yg bleh get me just anywhere..
pegi mana mana then kalau takde kawan berdekatan terus contact for a quick drinks or long chat over a meal..
be it groceries, food, apa apa barang banyak tempat yang offer a nice and clean and smells good punya environment. boleh wander around and shop as i wish.
plaza angsana yang suram, skudai parade yang sayu, @mart yang leceh. even nak carik bookstore pun payah. i'm not even expecting kinokuniya or borders. tp i missed great bargains at kakibuku in equine. and here, didn't found anything close.
nak gi mana mana kne bawak kete sendiri and after years tak drive, i'm just another bad lady driver on the road.
kesesatan arah tuju juga agak terlampau. yes i've been in places i am not purposedly been to. like pasir gudang and kluang. dont ask me how i got there. i might burst into tears like i almost did.

and those.. has made me fragile than ever.
i'd like to remind myself.. dalam hutan pun dah pernah sesat. jalan jalan sejam dua asyik patah balik. hujan, malam, lapar, sejuk, busuk. having to give up puncak puncak gunung yang sampai sekarang tak tercapai..
clocked 3 am and still found no way out from the middle of the jungle.
i don't think its that bad.. i can still smile and maintain my composure.
so now i'm not in the position to whine, i just have to keep strong because whining lady just ain't pretty.
i willl surviveeee~~~~~ ohhh helpp meee surviiiiive~~~~~~~~~~

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