Wednesday, February 25, 2009

tagged: the choosen path (gedik nk modify tajuk, sori)
The picture shall tell the description of the Question but here is the story.
(refer don's post for the pic)

After traveling a long way, you had reach a final junction towards your success. On this junction there are two roads to be chosen. The first road offers you an easy path but at longer journey, very very long one compared to the other one. The second is extremely shorter but also very very difficult as people said "most of them traveled this road never returned".

-Which road will you take? (no one can take both road at a same time)
-Why do you not choose the other road?
-What is the example in your life showing that you actually did choose the road you stated?


so here goes my ans.

i wish i were given with more information. such as the equipments i do have etc.etc. afaik, people climb the mountain the longer and easier way. not the steep-loose ground-slippery-danger route. we choose to get over a few hills instead of recce new track across the untouched mid-range rainforest. of course it would be great if we suffer the hard way, its more memorable and people will recognised it more, too. we have to know our limitation, and how does it affect others.

ok. i can be that straight forward all over my post but perhaps don didn't expect things like this.

but anyway~ i still choose the longer one. looking at the picture attached (in don's post, as it is the only information i do have). i wont say that it is easy. long journey is a challenged with itself. never to be so sad or too good about things had had happened to us, we should enjoy own kind of bad time and good time. if we think that we are lucky to have a so-called easy journey, think of people who just born there. or anything better.

i'm trying to be rational here, so the other road is just a way too ridiculous. the near peak is just sometimes a false hope. there's shortcut here and there but full with threats. unless i'm trained so, i wont take such risk. don't be fooled, mates. biar lambat asal selamat~ eceyh~

but to be frank, i always found myself learn things in hard way. the real-life experience has been mentioned above. but for the sake of a more general application, i dont have smooth living path. i failed when i choose to. i get up when i need to. i do nothing if i feel like. i'm small in many ways. i wish i can take the harder path just to get to my goal fast. but look at me, easy things for many people are still beyond my reach. far away and maybe moving further. i'm still here in the long easy road, not much things done. and i fight with the time now. i lost once. it's not that far just that its beyond my reach. i'm in the middle of the road and wait for the hands to bring me there. the hands that might have giving up in me by now. ever think of the coolness of a soap operas ( or kdos-jdos, i know u guys love them) trust me, it's not that sweet if u're living one.

poke me. i'm no hardcore.
and thanks don. you just trigger things i wont forget and missing it even more. and here i am, doing nothing. oh Allah please help me.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

grab the love

the love filter i like!

terima kaseh kawan2 di atas segala tunjuk ajar yang diberikan

Saturday, February 21, 2009

call urself an enthusiasist?

(gossiping is no cool,even worst if we had it put emotionally logic)

according to a good book of photograpy that i've read, there are three stages of people in this field behave.
stage 1.
we love taking pictures. so a camera is a need. anykind of camera will do. soon, we discovered there are many methods of taking pictures. where we found a ourself crave for a better camera, where we can take control on many things. so we can take better pictures now.

stage 2.
later we'll found that we still took ugly pictures that don't deserve any byte of memory on ur hard disk. so more technics n tricks are learnt in order to improve every single exposure we made. we even once had our status gtalk to be 'its the person behind the viewfinder that matters, a camera is merely a tool without the skill', or two. we are now just utilise what ever tool that we have, n proven to have simply beautiful pictures with the very camera we had when hundreds of them went straight away to the recycle bin back then.

stage 3.
we shoot one, while our brain works on various way on how to get this piece far more better. even better, we are now certain on our interest, what kind of photography we enjoy most and what are the equipments that most suit in. so we'll started to have an upgrade of our weapon. a great tool increase our chances to get a superb shot just with a click.

isk tatau nak conclude ape. losing words.
its hard time for everyone to get this through. even harder for me, i can't really see the point of arguments there. haha
chill. just i dont like the part of compare2 nih. like, duhhh~~
enough of gossips, friends!!
-i know some reader wont get me, forgive me for i don't think its appropriate to put everything here-

p/s: nanti kite wat filter love same2 lagi eh? >__<

Thursday, February 19, 2009

tagged! festaim uh~

tagged from Desideria the challenge is :

Go to your photos folder in your computer.
Go to the 6th folder of photos.
Go to the 6th picture in that folder.
Put the picture on your blog and description of it.
Invite six friends to join the challenge.
Link them in your blog and let them know they have been challenged.


i have 5 partitions of hd. four of them contain picture how do i select?

c:system > fes folder, gamba saye bukan photo. saye mendesign disitu. so i skip that n go to the 7th folder. 2 keping gamba.

so i proceed to the next partition
G:systemsukaria > name pun sukaria, ni temp os saye letak. anytime nk test installer saye masok cni/saye fomet cni. so saye x store barang cni. so tade, folder my pic kosong.

proceed lagi~~
I:eena docs > 6th item is a gamba. bkn 6th folder.

ok dah.

gamba ni dr intenet, hasil gugel..
rupenye saye ade lg gamba ni, da lame kot.

conclusion: bkn folder saye sepah, just that care saye organize barang x well structured kot. tp i like it that way :D

tag: i'll skip this sbb saye x bese lg tag org so nebes smacam je. sori. oh ye, feel free to do it though :D. u'll never know what u may found in ur own folder. its fun and, in my case, suprising!

Monday, February 16, 2009

Monday, February 2, 2009


cabaran datang, mahu pasti dan rasa mahu

cabaran datang, mahu lebih pasti dan ia pergi.

jauh lebih dekat namun tetap jauh dan makin jauh


bawa sekali rasa itu. tinggal jauh dan lebih jauh.

aku mula tahu kamu mahu.